17th Jan the very first week

The very first week for me.. college life. Well i am still quite shy and embarasse to ask its because iam not confident in my english language. for my academic performance , quite ok for me as i pay attention when lecturers were teachin.. im having 5 subjects this semester which are English,Mat132,Psychology,Computing and Moral. I find interest in this subject psychology ,a lot.. well, i missed chapter 1 and when i had my very first psychology lesson , it was starting chapter 2 and it talks about biological perspection.. well i have to study biology back again as psychology studies the mental and behaviour of human being, so im studying back nervous system, neurones, axom, synapse, neurotrasmitter, sensory, blah blah blah and the brain again... when we were in secondary school, the brain chapter we studied, was on the surface.. and this one, it goes into the deeper brain.. every part.. and i have to memorize every parts' function, it s insane !!.. hahaha.. well it still interesting to me. well, and also mat132 calculus, it is a very difficult subject which told by a lot of lecturer and adviors that usually people fails calculus and chemistry becasue they are very tough subjects !...the mat is difficult . but interesting too.. and the subject i resent the most is computing ! well, i have an enormous bad feeling with it.. i play computer, but i only play the game !! so a lot i dont know about the computer ! damn. lol? not really like it ... the book is thick like hell.... welll the main reason is just i dont like it... this week i have done my lab tutorial in computing sub (microsoft word)! it takes time. : / .. yesterday night which is friday night, went out to sunway pyramid bbq plaza for dinner and bought some clothes in topshop.. and today. we went down to kl afternoon... to sungai wang.jiajie bought his PS 2 and his combination of a 32inches tv which he bought in harvey norman 2 days ago , and play it when he was home straight .. -.- i bought an underwear in sungai wang,then walked alone to pavilion... clothes from topshop again, and a marc jacob wallet.. hahaa. my wallet is quite light now.. : ) anyway i hope i can catch up eeverything in my college and more better with the social !! new friends !! come to me !!
night around 8pm, we went to asia cafe for dinner, i had lamb chop.. eww, not nice.. well, asia cafe is something like foodcourt but a lot of food option there.!
then around 11.30 we went to pj... to eat dessert! and back in around 1am.. haha.. all for today..

the very first day.

went to inti at around 9 for registration in AUP(American Degree Transfer Programme),Actuarial Science, na a very new college life for me. in INTI subang jaya.
Well when i was there with my cousin and dad, i was terrify and shocked , the officer told me that there will be a english test at 10am . Damn?and if i do not pass the english test i will have to take 3 months english study before i get into the major.. i was nervous, my heart pumped rapidly : ).. it was because i wasn't informed earlier, if i am informed earlier i could do some preparation, well at least, a little bit. it was a sudden decision for me to study , i was late. the classes started since 4th of jan but i made my registration at 11st of jan, thanks to national service.
aaa, the test was started from 10am to 12. few peoples and i(who were late for registration) were brought by an indian woman to a computer lab to have the english test. an essay and 50 MCQ. zzzzz. well, i don't wanna to type the details here.
i went out at 11 something ,was told that the result will be released at around 1 so i spent the leisure time to wander and loitering around the college. at 12, my sister finished her lesson and she came to find me, she s having foundation in taylor, btw, inti and taylor are very near. we had our lunch in macdonald. nearby. around 1, i went back to inti, i was told that i passed the english test and then i have to choose subjects for this semester...and i have 5 subjects, .... mathe,computing,psychology,english and moral. ( later still have to do either bio,che or phy) ZZZ
the payment had done around 2pm and there was a moral lesson starting from 2 to 4 that moment, the officer showed me the way to go to the theatre hall, a big one to have mora lesson. when i was outside the theatre hall, there is a lot of students inside.. 100+ i just walked in slowly and found a seat to sit down. i was alone :( , very lonely. listening to the lecturer, giving some instructions and assessment... blah blah, giving introduction to moral.. and we had done it around 3... after the lesson, i went to do my inti ID, then i just walked around and joined the chinese cultural society and christianity fellowship.. well at least i spent some time there... then i went back home with my cousin.
9pm, we went to one utama for dinner then cinema, 'old dog' . just some parts very funny..
all for the ver very first day.
haih, phychology and computer tomorrow.. can i survive..?

Fucked up

Not Happy, EXTREMELY.


Everything is not right ! NOT RIGHT !!! EVERYTHING sucks !! EW

Gifts come from Paris & 9topic0

They are sweets and eifeel tower keychain.

Went to church just now, learn something and wanna share.tell you guys ! don't cheat during examination again, do ur own business. write what only you know. You guys think keep cheating that comfirm your future? when it comes to you only alone, you become useless. An useless human when you step into the cruel reality in social, you should proof to yourself what you can do and what you are capable of. Although you know you are going to get a fail for the result, just do it. at least you do not make anything wrong,you deserve the mark, you study , you gain. so when you come to working, you become useless, and not honestly, keep lying to make covers.you think keep cheating and try to cover it up just to entertain your parents just for this secondary life is enough? parents ask you, do you cheat? no. but atcually you did. that weird. why, is this a kind of social illness too.. people treats cheating as a normal event like asian eating rice. i write this for you all own good sake. proof and score only what you deserve. if not that make you a rubbish for the rest of ur ass hole life.
Well, i did cheat,but now i don't.and i know i shld learn. Almost everyone cheats, and dont ever say (i didnt cheat during exam, but just a little only nia ) then you re a coward plus sucker, jerk and freak.

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Disapointment and upset within me as i had done badly with my english essay today . Run out of time.


I'm wondering that how my life can be in this world, will it going to be really truly colourful or just in black and white, a very dull life?I do not know what to do and what is coming to me next, it is going to surprise me how this world can be, what can we do in this world. When time passes by, you will not to know what are you going to do , why were you born here, what is your responsible and point to live, indulging in the luxuries in this world? Is it finding ur true love/best friendship? Buy the limited edition sport cars? Enjoying ur great time with the finest wine in the world inside a limou ?Appear in the TV and be well-known? Is it going to be real good if you have a good results ? You die after 50 years, well, i don't want to sound rude maybe after 80 years. Will you get a good job if you have a good academy result, nerd can only study but not really good with working and social. Is it really a huge difference in a poverty family or rich family? Do your life brimming with happiness? Do you plan ur future? What you want for your future? If you are a billionaire now, you have your sportcars , bungalows or maybe castles and islands, you have found ur true love, what are you going to do next??
I am going to be really hardworking next, not only in my education - school results, and also will hardworking to live every part of my life, be spontaneous, try to accomplish my plans, grab those things i eager for, be more open-minded and liberal, try to change to a better person to indulge and enjoy in this world. Live my life with what i want and what i want it to be. And last, don't be lazy. It is the horrible attitude and quality in this world.

Some peoples they don't look like what you thought they are, they might be completely a far cry from what you thought. They might be stronger and clever and more inteligent than you and everyone else, Wow. Some peoples can spend their time focusing on doing something but i don't know why i just can't . just sometimes i am shocked, Wow. The person is so different than what i thought, it is pretty unbelievable and some shows hypocrite characteristic within them, its bitch to say but they are really gruesome. They don't live theirselves, or maybe they like it. Some peoples have exotic strange temper, it is really difficult to communicate with them. Some are different, they are kind, friendly, respectful and playing but it is difficult to close with them, even maybe a close friend, don't know what the peculiar fish's thought. A lot questions in this world. I dont Know.

Funny

A celebrity is a person who works hard all his life to become well known,
then wears dark glasses to avoid being recognized.


I can’t understand why a person will take a year to write a novel when he can easily buy one for a few dollars.


Eternity is very long, especially near the end.


I am not a vegetarian because I love animals; I am a vegetarian because I hate plants.


If you can't beat them, arrange to have them beaten


If you don't go to other men's funerals they won't go to yours.


If it weren't for electricity we'd all be watching television by candlelight.


It's a strange world of language in which skating on thin ice can get you into hot water

Whatever doesn't kill me makes me stronger. Not lifting weights doesn't kill me.
Therefore, not lifting weights makes me stronger.

Always tell the truth. Even if you have to make it up

"When I die, I want to go peacefully like
my Grandfather did, in his sleep -- not screaming, like the passengers in his car"

"I remember the time I was kidnapped and they sent a piece of my finger to my father.
He said he wanted more proof."

"Marriage is a three ring circus: engagement ring, wedding ring, and suffering."

Everybody wants to go to heaven, but nobody wants to die.

You should never argue with a fool. People might not know the difference.

For Sale: Parachute. Only used once, never opened, small stain.

new laptop !

studio 1555 DELL thank you dad !