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Disapointment and upset within me as i had done badly with my english essay today . Run out of time.


I'm wondering that how my life can be in this world, will it going to be really truly colourful or just in black and white, a very dull life?I do not know what to do and what is coming to me next, it is going to surprise me how this world can be, what can we do in this world. When time passes by, you will not to know what are you going to do , why were you born here, what is your responsible and point to live, indulging in the luxuries in this world? Is it finding ur true love/best friendship? Buy the limited edition sport cars? Enjoying ur great time with the finest wine in the world inside a limou ?Appear in the TV and be well-known? Is it going to be real good if you have a good results ? You die after 50 years, well, i don't want to sound rude maybe after 80 years. Will you get a good job if you have a good academy result, nerd can only study but not really good with working and social. Is it really a huge difference in a poverty family or rich family? Do your life brimming with happiness? Do you plan ur future? What you want for your future? If you are a billionaire now, you have your sportcars , bungalows or maybe castles and islands, you have found ur true love, what are you going to do next??
I am going to be really hardworking next, not only in my education - school results, and also will hardworking to live every part of my life, be spontaneous, try to accomplish my plans, grab those things i eager for, be more open-minded and liberal, try to change to a better person to indulge and enjoy in this world. Live my life with what i want and what i want it to be. And last, don't be lazy. It is the horrible attitude and quality in this world.

Some peoples they don't look like what you thought they are, they might be completely a far cry from what you thought. They might be stronger and clever and more inteligent than you and everyone else, Wow. Some peoples can spend their time focusing on doing something but i don't know why i just can't . just sometimes i am shocked, Wow. The person is so different than what i thought, it is pretty unbelievable and some shows hypocrite characteristic within them, its bitch to say but they are really gruesome. They don't live theirselves, or maybe they like it. Some peoples have exotic strange temper, it is really difficult to communicate with them. Some are different, they are kind, friendly, respectful and playing but it is difficult to close with them, even maybe a close friend, don't know what the peculiar fish's thought. A lot questions in this world. I dont Know.