Fucked up

Not Happy, EXTREMELY.


Everything is not right ! NOT RIGHT !!! EVERYTHING sucks !! EW

Gifts come from Paris & 9topic0

They are sweets and eifeel tower keychain.

Went to church just now, learn something and wanna share.tell you guys ! don't cheat during examination again, do ur own business. write what only you know. You guys think keep cheating that comfirm your future? when it comes to you only alone, you become useless. An useless human when you step into the cruel reality in social, you should proof to yourself what you can do and what you are capable of. Although you know you are going to get a fail for the result, just do it. at least you do not make anything wrong,you deserve the mark, you study , you gain. so when you come to working, you become useless, and not honestly, keep lying to make covers.you think keep cheating and try to cover it up just to entertain your parents just for this secondary life is enough? parents ask you, do you cheat? no. but atcually you did. that weird. why, is this a kind of social illness too.. people treats cheating as a normal event like asian eating rice. i write this for you all own good sake. proof and score only what you deserve. if not that make you a rubbish for the rest of ur ass hole life.
Well, i did cheat,but now i don't.and i know i shld learn. Almost everyone cheats, and dont ever say (i didnt cheat during exam, but just a little only nia ) then you re a coward plus sucker, jerk and freak.

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Disapointment and upset within me as i had done badly with my english essay today . Run out of time.


I'm wondering that how my life can be in this world, will it going to be really truly colourful or just in black and white, a very dull life?I do not know what to do and what is coming to me next, it is going to surprise me how this world can be, what can we do in this world. When time passes by, you will not to know what are you going to do , why were you born here, what is your responsible and point to live, indulging in the luxuries in this world? Is it finding ur true love/best friendship? Buy the limited edition sport cars? Enjoying ur great time with the finest wine in the world inside a limou ?Appear in the TV and be well-known? Is it going to be real good if you have a good results ? You die after 50 years, well, i don't want to sound rude maybe after 80 years. Will you get a good job if you have a good academy result, nerd can only study but not really good with working and social. Is it really a huge difference in a poverty family or rich family? Do your life brimming with happiness? Do you plan ur future? What you want for your future? If you are a billionaire now, you have your sportcars , bungalows or maybe castles and islands, you have found ur true love, what are you going to do next??
I am going to be really hardworking next, not only in my education - school results, and also will hardworking to live every part of my life, be spontaneous, try to accomplish my plans, grab those things i eager for, be more open-minded and liberal, try to change to a better person to indulge and enjoy in this world. Live my life with what i want and what i want it to be. And last, don't be lazy. It is the horrible attitude and quality in this world.

Some peoples they don't look like what you thought they are, they might be completely a far cry from what you thought. They might be stronger and clever and more inteligent than you and everyone else, Wow. Some peoples can spend their time focusing on doing something but i don't know why i just can't . just sometimes i am shocked, Wow. The person is so different than what i thought, it is pretty unbelievable and some shows hypocrite characteristic within them, its bitch to say but they are really gruesome. They don't live theirselves, or maybe they like it. Some peoples have exotic strange temper, it is really difficult to communicate with them. Some are different, they are kind, friendly, respectful and playing but it is difficult to close with them, even maybe a close friend, don't know what the peculiar fish's thought. A lot questions in this world. I dont Know.

Funny

A celebrity is a person who works hard all his life to become well known,
then wears dark glasses to avoid being recognized.


I can’t understand why a person will take a year to write a novel when he can easily buy one for a few dollars.


Eternity is very long, especially near the end.


I am not a vegetarian because I love animals; I am a vegetarian because I hate plants.


If you can't beat them, arrange to have them beaten


If you don't go to other men's funerals they won't go to yours.


If it weren't for electricity we'd all be watching television by candlelight.


It's a strange world of language in which skating on thin ice can get you into hot water

Whatever doesn't kill me makes me stronger. Not lifting weights doesn't kill me.
Therefore, not lifting weights makes me stronger.

Always tell the truth. Even if you have to make it up

"When I die, I want to go peacefully like
my Grandfather did, in his sleep -- not screaming, like the passengers in his car"

"I remember the time I was kidnapped and they sent a piece of my finger to my father.
He said he wanted more proof."

"Marriage is a three ring circus: engagement ring, wedding ring, and suffering."

Everybody wants to go to heaven, but nobody wants to die.

You should never argue with a fool. People might not know the difference.

For Sale: Parachute. Only used once, never opened, small stain.

new laptop !

studio 1555 DELL thank you dad !

Gruesome Experience (27th of July 2009)

Praise of Salem has come to our church tonight . The pastor sang really glamorous and attractive just sound like the CD and it's live ! So after the event, my churchmates and i went to ' Hao You Ji ' to have our supper . Well, when we reached there, we found a table and sat down outside the restaurent, just a further distance out of the restaurant. There is Havana Pub infront of me since my position was direct to the pub. Then, 2 peoples came out, they looked like Malay or Native and they stood still not far away from the pub, then one chinese guy came out from the pub and shouted at the 2 guys just near the pub's door. The situation i saw was like the chinese guy he was scolding the 2 peoples while the 2 peoples were still stood still on the street, just a few meters from the pub. The chinese guy then called someone with his handphone but i dont know what was happening. Then he went in Hao You Ji and went into the kitchen to take out a big knife, not the small one, it s rectangle in shape and he ran to the 2 guys and want to hurt them with the knife. Everyone was frightened , the 2 guys ran and stay away from the chinese guy with the knife, ran all along the street and everyone was frightened since customers are having their food on the table while the quarrel was so near to us,everyone. The next thing, one of the malay guys ran near our table just behind my friend's seat and the guy with the knife was going to damage him with his hand in chopping position. I was just infront of him !!.. We were so frightened ( my churchmates and i ) and my heart just like stop a beat or two. The situation gave me a feeling like my heart got burned, you know the feeling? When you are frightened by something, ur heart feels. If he threw the knife , im 100% be targeted by the knife but luckily he didnt and my friend which i mentioned just now, the chinese guy with the knife was behind her, she was holding my another friend's hand tightly and with her eyes closed. Everyone was frightened, fortunately no one get hurt. Then the 2 malay guys ran away and the chinese guy chased them away.. =.=. Then police came when the chinese guy came back near the pub while the 2 malay guy had gone away. We left and dont know what police did. WoW.

last week ne

new post. random

I'm going to collapse !!My health ! - I sleep for only around 5 hours everyday and sometimes 4 hours and my vocal cord has damaged since i screamed and shouted from last year- it was because of Vitas. >< ,all the high notes i was able to hit but now can't !! I hope i can stop screaming in school and also when hanging out with friends. I ll protect my vocal cord start from now. Its freaking boring these few days in school and also home, Chopin's ballade is really freaking me out and im bored by the Bach's prelude and fugue.. Dizzy !!.. i have to pay more effort to practice the music. I'm leaving from 16th and will be back at 23th, i'm afraid i will get any punishment as i ll be absent to school for one whole week. =.=. Trials and SPM(sekarang punya masalah) are coming soon, i ll prepare to cope with the wars!

Well, my forever star = Mariah carey !! she s an amazing singer ! oustanding and fantastic.
listen to her songs ! every songs are nice and well recommended.

and Happy birthday to Joanne Liaw Li Wan, my friend since the age of 6?? haaha in kindergarden? ..

recent post. 0051 a.m. 15th of july 2009.

zhishan's birthday.

went to zhii'shan birthday yesterday, but didnt take picture with her :( last time when we were in leo club quite fun, we went around and take part in activities . but that was few years ago. xD

fuhh birthday

fuh's birthday. in bluewave. no more. so boring recently. not even a mosquito comes to bite me.

piano concert

Piano concert, 21st june 2009. venue: tiara grand ballroom. dissapointed because i played too ' violence ' ...

SIGH

Absent to school. LAZY.. went to tuition and took the picture below.

ZZZ

ZZZ SIGH* dont know why. but SIGH*..

bongawan. HEHE

went to bongawan - 11th to 13rd june. church camp. enjoy duh. have taken so much picture there, and the pastor was so young. we were surprised when we first glance to the pastor. stiill have more pictures havent yet upload.